Saturday, June 16, 2007
I used to be so excited of summer when school was getting down. A friend would talk to me and all we say is yay.. its finally summer. But now, I feel so depraved and bored. I admit to missing all my friends in school and most of all my buddies there. Still summer is fine, summer is supposed to be fun yet weres the SUN in fun? It sucks how im not embrassing being free and having nothing to do. I am the type of person who needs to be holding to something and moving around all the time. Yes, I hate being bored and alone. The word sucks is suited for the early days of summer. It used to be that summer sucks rite in the middle or end because school will be there soon. But it'll be great when I get back to schoool this year. Not just cause I'll see my friends but cause I'm going to be a senior. But the pressure is on ryt now. People around me keep asking whats my plan after high school. Where will I go to college and What course will I take. This simple questions make my "summer" days worst than ever. I dont think this is the right time to be asking school questions and what plans I have for myself. Yes its MYself.
Another thing is I miss having my friends right around the corner like last year. We could go to the gym or the pool at any moment. We all got separated since we all used to live in apartments but now moved in to houses which equals distance from each other. So the used to be hanging out all day became hanging out once a week or even less. Having to think about it I still see them but I just want more. Hmm. How should I end my first entry? I think it'll end like this.
♥ the world will turn
WILD.
1:27 PM
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